Metallica

Fuck Metallica, motherfuckers
Forgot the art of writing for people
Lost the incentive of playing for pleasure
Suing the innocent fans who love them
Labeling sharing as theft and murder
Sucking the cock of all-mighty dollar
Raping the poor to reach the glory
Fuck their agents and fuck their concerts
Fuck the CDs and fuck tape recordings
Fuck them, i need their music no longer
Fuck, kill em all, they are no unforgiven.

2004Nov02

* * *

Rocking back and forth forever
Living now, while dying never
Rocking back and forth on stick
Never tired, never sick
Rocking back and forth with smile
Not once losing my own style
Back and forth i’m rocking now
Don’t ask why or where or how

2004Nov01

Reality

There is no without
Just my imagination.
Welcome to my dream

2004Oct28

Love Lost

or

Through Association

Desire
Cut my thoughts
Fuck
Mind racing
Love
Loneliness deserved
Smell
Imagination hurts
Speak
Listen to oneself
Fear
Future unsertain
Luck
Victory is happiness
Smut
Masturbating for peace
Sex
No repeating of self
Light
Dying in your sleep
Video
Forgetting importance
Poetry
Representing repressed
Saga
Story just began
Cell
Pacing as a tiger
Cold
Staring in eyes
Mild
Nothing exists
Pole
Direction unknown
Door
Invitation received
Pound
Dog or a boss
Maze
Neither left nor right
Cream
Life is too short
Girl
See number one
Ear
Tired and angry
Her
What is there to say?

2004Oct23

?-!

i ask you
why did it have to be like this
what have i said, what did i miss
why have this love gone one direction
why were you scared of affection

i tell you
i did not wish to hurt you ever
what i have done was not too clever
but was all true, i didn't lie
when you felt something, so did i

i beg you
do not accuse me of accusing
do not tell me that i was using
what you have told to me of you
and do accept all done as true

2004Sep26

Demand of Anark

Give us Free
And hand us nothing
That is all i have to say

You and Me
Between us nothing
But our hearts full of dismay

2004Sep04

Бред

Запах мочи и богатых духов
По улице шёл, та что залита кровью.
Стреляют собак, загоняют волков…
Никто не страдает любовью.
Овец не хватает, но полно пастухов,
Хватает торгующих болью;
На каждом рабу по пол сотни оков,
А раны засыпаны солью.

2004Sep03

* * *

Кретины все учителя
Что разговаривают громко
Снуют туда-сюда без толка
Поют, танцуют тру-ля-ля

Они-ж и сами ведь не знают
То, что они препадают
Всегда они что-то суют
Всегда о чём-то так болтают

2004Aug23

Liberal

Я пр?мь как алфавитный указатель в ?ловаре
Сижу, пишу в ?воей ?обачьей конуре
Я очень мудр и очень много знаю
И по ночам ? ча?то вы?око летаю
Я жил в?егда и буду жить везде
?ужд у мен? много, е?ть одна в еде
Друга? в поче?т?х, а трети? в поклонах
По?ледн??-ж нужда в блаженных ?тонах
?е нужно ?ча?тье мне, нужны мне лишь награды
Чтоб подчин?ли?ь мне в?е тоуны, в?е грады
Хочу ? вла?твовать над в?ем что е?ть люд?кое
И даже править ?ам волнами из прибо?
? флаги ? вывешиваю гордо
Пока кра?ны ладони… да и морда

2004Aug18

* * *

I feel as if i’m drowning
Can almost taste the water
      I don’t know why.

I told you that i love you
You didn’t even reply
      I don’t know why.

I would make you happy
Now i feel broken
      I don’t know why.

I didn’t want to play games
But that is all you wanted
      I don’t know why.

You misunderstood my honesty
Thought i was being a fool
      I don’t know why.

Now life will go on
The way it always did
      I don’t know why.

2004Aug08

You

You are the sweetness in the morning
You are the twitch of heart at night
You make me swear through the moaning
You make me only feel delight
You seem the sweetest girl existing
You seem like no one ever will
You have the strength, need for resisting
You have the calmness to stay still
You own the power of empires
You own yourself and don’t want more
You are the girl of my desires
You are the girl that i adore

2004Aug08

Circumference of Love

I'm happy, sad, depressed and anxious;
In heart my love’s becomming vicious.
My love for you creates the pain
I feel as if i live in vain.
You love me not, at least you care little,
My whole existance goes through neck of bottle,
I feel i hope, i think i shouldn’t.
No thing i’ve done i wish i didn’t.
If you were here, i’d talk all night
Confessing love to you all ways i might.
But you are far away from here.
And if you are happy there
Then i’m happy here
      standing
      staring
            in the
            center of the
                  circle of love,
                  My Love.

2004Jul31

Toy Love

I love and want to be loved
I care and wish to be cared for
But i think you see me as a toy
One you play with and throw away
Your care for me has conditions
And your love is full of limitations
But, no matter what, i love you
Even if it hurts

2004Jul25

Oxymorons

Rape for Rape
Eye for Eye
System greatfully smiles

War for Peace
School for Thought
Government blissfully slaughters

2004Jul23

Басня про Кошку

Прикинувшись мёртвой, лежит на полу
Большая ленивая кошка
Зачем, почему, я понять не могу
Стоит перед нею матрёшка
А может она не случайно лежит
Не смея дрогнуть даже ухом
А ночью она получила бронхит
Упала бедняжечка духом
Матрёшку-ж она взяла по утру
Что-б было чуть-чуть веселее
Смотреть как мышата бегут в конуру
Как птички поют всё сильнее

Мораль этой басни простая совсем
Не смейте печалиться, дети
Тот, кто кричит тебе “Я тебя съем”
Сам будет за это в ответе.

2004Jul23