Echo of Freedom, Radical Podcast

July 2004
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What is Echo of Freedom?

About: This is “Echo of Freedom, Radical Podcast”, a podcast of VolodyA! V Anarhist. In each podcast episode a different issue will be discussed. Hopefully, with time a coherent direction will develop. Additionally this is the space where i post my poetry, if you like it, let me know.

Contact: Anybody is more than welcome to contact me with your thoughts and comments. Please use the comment facility of LibSyn or send me an e-mail (Volodya Ⓐ When Gendarme Sleeps.org). I will accept and play audio comments sent as OGG Vorbis/FLAC (or MP3/Wave if you must).

Legal Disclaimer: All that i discuss here is my opinion, i do not condone nor condemn any action(s) by this podcast, i simply speak my mind. If you don't like that, e-mail me, and i will let you know what to do with your complaints.

Copyright: All the content that is made by me is in public domain at the moment of publication unless stated otherwise. I would appreciate it if while using any of the things you find here, you provide reference back to me, but that is only a request.

Sat, 31 July 2004

Poem - Circumference of Love by VolodyA! V A

Circumference of Love

I'm happy, sad, depressed and anxious;
In heart my love’s becomming vicious.
My love for you creates the pain
I feel as if i live in vain.
You love me not, at least you care little,
My whole existance goes through neck of bottle,
I feel i hope, i think i shouldn’t.
No thing i’ve done i wish i didn’t.
If you were here, i’d talk all night
Confessing love to you all ways i might.
But you are far away from here.
And if you are happy there
Then i’m happy here
      standing
      staring
            in the
            center of the
                  circle of love,
                  My Love.

2004Jul31

Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 AM

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Sun, 25 July 2004

Poem - Toy Love by VolodyA! V A

Toy Love

I love and want to be loved
I care and wish to be cared for
But i think you see me as a toy
One you play with and throw away
Your care for me has conditions
And your love is full of limitations
But, no matter what, i love you
Even if it hurts

2004Jul25

Direct download: Toy_Love_by_VolodyA_V_A.ogg
Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 AM

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Fri, 23 July 2004

Poem - Oxymorons by VolodyA! V A

Oxymorons

Rape for Rape
Eye for Eye
System greatfully smiles

War for Peace
School for Thought
Government blissfully slaughters

2004Jul23

Direct download: Oxymorons_by_VolodyA_V_A.ogg
Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 AM

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Fri, 23 July 2004

Poem - Ба�?н�? про Кошку by VolodyA! V A

Ба�?н�? про Кошку

Прикинувши�?ь мёртвой, лежит на полу
Больша�? ленива�? кошка
Зачем, почему, �? пон�?ть не могу
Стоит перед нею матрёшка
�? может она не �?лучайно лежит
�?е �?ме�? дрогнуть даже ухом
�? ночью она получила бронхит
Упала бедн�?жечка духом
Матрёшку-ж она вз�?ла по утру
Что-б было чуть-чуть ве�?елее
Смотреть как мышата бегут в конуру
Как птички поют в�?ё �?ильнее

Мораль �?той ба�?ни про�?та�? �?ов�?ем
�?е �?мейте печалить�?�?, дети
Тот, кто кричит тебе “Я теб�? �?ъем”
Сам будет за �?то в ответе.

2004Jul23

Direct download: Basnya_pro_Koshku_by_VolodyA_V_A.ogg
Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 AM

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Fri, 16 July 2004

Poem - Emotional Roller-Coaster at Night by VolodyA! V A

Emotional Roller-Coaster at Night

Nocturnal happiness through pain
I’m feeling happy while i hurt
I feel that all i do in vain
The joy i feel while eating dirt
I’m driving, cannot change the lane
From scream the whisper only comes
I’m going mad and feel insane
My heart warms up, my reason numbs
The clock, the ticking i can hear
Things i disliked i show the thumbs
My enemy i call “My dear”
I feel so hungry, but eat crumbs
To all i know i don’t feel near
The knowledge makes me look like fool
To things i go to i feel fear
To fix my mind can’t find tool
My own reflection’s changing now
Change comes and goes without a rule
Submit i won’t, but i can bow
The world inside me looks so cruel
I field-happiness must plow
Seeds of the joy cannot be found
I’m feeling calm and raise the brow
The square looks as if it’s round
I cannot speak of this, but talk
Noise in my head starts making sound
All that i want this night is walk
One that does not possess a bound

2004Jul16

Direct download: Emotional_Roller-Coaster_at_Night_by_VolodyA_V_A.ogg
Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 PM

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Fri, 16 July 2004

Poem - Love and Sadness by VolodyA! V A

Love and Sadness

Insanity of love has hit me on the head
From then i had some times i wished me dead
The symbols: yin and yan in my own realm have wed
My heart, which until then was cold, has bled
My mouth, which spoke rage, the words of love have said
My eyes from all the sleepless nights have become red
My mind through the maze of feelings sped
Your image to the place that’s not, me led

Love can bring happiness. Why i become so sad?

2004Jul16

Direct download: Love_and_Sadness_by_VolodyA_V_A.ogg
Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 AM

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Fri, 16 July 2004

Poem - "I want to tell you" by VolodyA! V A

* * *

I want to tell you
Tell you how much i love you
I want to tell you
How much i want to tell you how much i love you

My confession keeps playing in my mind
Like a bad Britney Spears song
When it gets stuck in the head
And nothing can get it out

I’ve attempted to say it out loud
In Russian, English, and even Swahili
(Which i do not know)
Just in case if it sounds better in one of them

I’ve tried to invent a language of love
Just so that i can teach it to you
And then spend the rest of my life perfecting it
By making confessions to you every day

I’ve written letters
Which will never get sent
And songs
Which never will get sung

I’ve practiced it standing, sitting, laying
Even walking, running (and soon swimming)
And i'm thinking about restarting my yoga
So that i can get on my head and tell you my feelings

I’ve replayed all the possible responses
That you can ever even emagine
So when i will actually say it
You won’t be able to surprise me with anything

I’ve told you how much i love you
In my nightmares and wet dreams
And no matter what response you gave me
I loved those nights, just because you were in my dreams

I’ve imagined calling you and confessing
By talking to you
By leaving messages on your answering machine
And by asking your friends to write down my confession to give to you

In my dreams i’ve confessed everything
After me calling you, after you calling me
After somebody has put us in the three way conversation
And i’ve just happen to be talking about you

I’ve said it crying and laughing
Telling a joke and a ghost story
Screaming and wispering it in your ear
I’ve even thought of making a graffiti on some really tall building

But no matter what
It is not as good
As me really saying it
So here it comes…

2004Jul16

Direct download: I_want_to_tell_you_by_VolodyA_V_A.ogg
Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 AM

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Sun, 4 July 2004

Poem - Family Vacation by VolodyA! V A

Family Vacation

Passport visa and hotel
That is all i have to tell
Of the tourism
Of the travel
Hoped they it would sure unravell
Their own prism
Of perseption
They laid down at conseption
At the split
From all the life
Little husband, little wife

2004Jul04

Direct download: Family_Vacation_by_VolodyA_V_A.ogg
Category: Poetry -- posted at: 12:00 AM

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